Time is flying

I haven’t checked in here in a while. I’ve been writing a lot which is great – mostly in my journal. Things with Marion are going well.

I had a really rough week at work. Ugh. It was a week where I felt so small, defeated, cornered, attacked. Lots of terrible feelings. Ultimately, I have come to the decision that it is time for me to move on from my current job. The hard part is telling my manager. I really like her a lot. We’ve grown close. She’s supportive. She makes the work fun. But, it isn’t enough for me right now. I’m feeling that I need a major transition. Could be a new industry. Could be a new city. I’m not sure yet. I hope to gather more when I finish the joy equation with Molly Mahar. It’s a cool program and I’m happy that I am making time and doing the work.

My personhood is now more important than work, than feeling “successful.” I told my partner that I was infuriated to think that I gave up time with her, was short and impatient with her, for a person /company that ultimately think I’m a shady person.

No.

I’m.

Done.

I’m.

Done.

I’m.

Done.

I’m.

Done.

Self, make the move. It’s time.

I am going to be meeting my baby sister for the first time next week. It’s so exciting! I just want to do big sis, little sister stuff. I’ll be sure to take a lot of pictures. I’m going to see what I was up to in June of 2015.

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