I am someone who thrives on routines. I am so happy to be back in the studio, on Sunday, writing. This Sunday is especially special because 1) tomorrow is a holiday 2) today is Valentine’s day and 3) I am spending the day with the love of my life!
I just wonder when I am going to wake up. When things aren’t going to be like this…but it’s been months and I guess now is the time for me to accept that this IS my real life now.
I have a girlfriend and I met my mother Marion at my birthday party surrounded by all of my closest friends in Philadelphia. I cannot believe it. That I am done searching. Yet the Journey seems as if it has just begun.
I’m trying not to make this about weight loss, but I have gained about 30 pounds. AH! I call it “happy weight” since my girlfriend and I spend a lot of our time in bed laughing, smiling, and feeding each other cookies. It’s so fat and so perfect I love it. However, there are other things I hope to accomplish in my life that I need to be around for a while, so I just need to remain active and have a better diet. I can do better; I will do better.
I’m disappointed that I haven’t yet finished my holiday council work. I just want to land on the goals that are most important to me. It’s a surprise that it’s taken me this long to get through the work. Yet – I know I still have time to complete it and so I will.
I see the announcements for the 2016 studio yoga teacher training. I should register. I said I wanted to do this in 2016 and then I thought about de-prioritizing it. Hmmm. I’m not sure what I want to do yet. Somehow I felt intimidated that someone else was taking the training who had been practicing since high school. Why? I don’t know. Am I rushing? Or am I just going to try something new. No need to be or feel competitive with anyone else. I’ll give it a try.